Faking Your Orgasms Is Messing With Your Relationship: Here's How

"Did you orgasm?" 

Many of us have been hit with that awkward question, and I'll admit that I've found it easier to just say yes sometimes. Having an uncomfortable conversation about my sexual satisfaction isn't how I want to end most nights.

Eventually, I found it easier to just pretend, and my partners stopped asking. These little white lies seemed harmless at first, but the lack of communication was hurting my sex life, and my less-than-ideal sex life was tanking my relationships.

It's no secret that society hasn't always valued female pleasure, but why do women feel the need to pretend instead of being honest about their sexual experience? 

I've also had clients and friends confess that failing to reach orgasm led to a conversation that felt like a chore. One client had started antidepressants—which can make it difficult to have an orgasm—and couldn't consistently achieve orgasm for the first couple of months. This upset her boyfriend, who insisted on trying to solve the "problem," even though she said she was enjoying her sex life. Eventually, she started faking orgasms so she wouldn't have to talk about it. Her partner wanted to communicate, but he wasn't listening to the fact that she was sexually satisfied without orgasms as she got used to her medication.

Our partners (men especially) sometimes stake their egos on our sexual satisfaction. We know this, so we often fake it to avoid making them feel like sexual failures. In other cases, our partners simply don't care whether or not we reach orgasm or don't consider it at all, and it's easier to fake it since they won't listen to our suggestions.

Perhaps the most frustrating reason is that our partners simply don't understand our orgasms. It's not any more difficult for a woman to reach orgasm than a man, but it usually takes more than vaginal intercourse.

If you "fake it till you make it"…you'll never make it.

Faking orgasms is a slippery slope that never leads to a positive outcome. Even in one-night stands (unless you fear for your safety), it doesn't help either of you to fake an orgasm.

As a sex therapist, I say this every chance I get. If you don't feel safe expressing discomfort or displeasure during sex, then your relationship is not healthy, and you need to get out. Even if you believe it will lead to an argument, defensiveness, or verbal abuse—run.

Sex isn't "just sex." It's an intimate part of your relationship that carries as much weight as any other part. If your sex life isn't healthy, then your relationship isn't healthy. Before we get into fixing your sex life, it's important to make sure that you have a partner who's open to communication and cares about your satisfaction and well-being.

For example, I had a client who never orgasmed with her partner because he refused to let her be on top. He simply didn't like it, felt it was emasculating, and didn't care whether or not she was satisfied. She faked orgasms to placate him, but it wouldn't have mattered either way. The relationship was toxic, and having better sex wasn't going to fix it.

It's best to just let the cat out of the bag. Try not to surprise your partner with this information during sex; rather, let them know you want to talk about it and set aside time.

It will likely be an uncomfortable conversation, but it clears the air and sets an honest tone for sex afterward. Explain what you do like about having sex with them, what you don't like, and what you would like to add.

Try gradually changing the tone of your sex life. Let your partner know you want to communicate more. Don't be afraid to stop during sex and switch positions, ask your partner to do something, or use toys.

Maybe you're unsure how to reach orgasm together and need to do a little research—which is also a great tactic if you feel like your partner is unsatisfied. Ultimately, you and your partner will feel better when you like what each other likes.

It's also important to set expectations. Many of us don't reach orgasm from internal stimulation, but our partners can't know that unless we tell them. There are also times when one of you won't be able to reach orgasm but still want to have sex. It's OK to tell your partner this.

You have the right to be satisfied.

While it can sometimes feel easier to fake an orgasm, you're not doing yourself or your partner any favors. You have just as much right to sexual satisfaction as your partner, and they deserve a fair shot at pleasing you.

We fake orgasms to keep other people happy because society tells us their happiness is more important than our sexuality, but it isn't. Never cheat yourself of a healthy sex life just because someone else wants you to smile and look happy.